Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Sharing

Briefly, I'd like to say Thank You to those who have joined my blog and also to those who have viewed my blog but have not joined yet. Thanks so much! You are wonderful.

It may seem a bit crazy to express some of your inner most thoughts on the world wide web, trust me I know. I just found out what a blog was relatively recently... lol, this is a new experience for me. I felt a real need to write and share. Life can seem like a roller coaster sometimes on the inside and let's not even talk about the outside world. That is one of the reasons why I share.

Honestly, sharing makes me a bit nervous and I sometimes fear judgement, and that's also why I do it, to face my fears. What is fear anyway? It's a self created prision that keeps on whispering in our ears " you can't" or "you shouldn't". By doing what I fear it takes away it's power and liberates my soul.

Quick story, I have always feared heights and by pushing through it I am now able to stand at the edge of a high cathedral outdoor rooftop. The thought of this very rooftop would have caused my tummy to ache and legs to turn into jello pudding but now, I can go up there and just focus on the beauty.

My goal is to do one thing that is scary or makes me nervous daily. Sometimes, it is just as simple as telling the truth that we are not telling or saying I love you.

Please feel free to share.
Blessings

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

CHANGES

Today, I am face to face with one of my biggest sources of fear and discomfort: the loss of security. In fact, my four year long job will be changing dramatically and possibly ending very soon. Truth be told it is what my heart has been longing for, my energy has been disconnected from corporate bureaucracies for years…oh who I am kidding, I was never connected to this concrete jungle to begin with.. I recently set my intention on healing and set my sights on training in the field of healing. It’s what I do and what I have been doing for the in increments for more than the past decade of my life. I felt that once I set my mind and finally held a vibration of decision that the universe would line up the rest for me…and it’s happening NOW. The funny thing is that the old patterns that we are purging truly die hard. I’m talking about fear, doubt and scarcity. They creep up on us whenever there is an opportunity to progress and break out of the nut shell that keeps us cosy but also isolated and stunted.

I am hoping to get as many people as I can on my blog, so please share it. My goal is to make it about exchanging ideas.

Here is a question that I would love for you to answer: What energy that is no longer serving you would you like to grow out of? How are you moving beyond your old story. I’ll tell you mine soon.

Lots of love and blessings