To err is human, to forgive is divine. FORGIVENESS

Dear blog, I'm sorry for neglecting you...please forgive me :)

Forgiveness.

In the past little while I have been bogged down myself by resentment. I admit it. I felt wrongly treated and I have been wearing this resentment like a heavy coat on my back. I tried to just shake it off, distract myself from the heavy coat on my back and do nice things for myself and do nice things for others etc. Some days the coat was so light that I forgot about it and other days it was cumbersome and made me want to scream. I prayed a lot and I attended to my wounds and tried to be kind and gentle with myself but there was one thing that I did not do: FORGIVE, let go with love and move forward.

I could not wrap my mind around this, am I unable to forgive this particular person? Has this person just caused me too much pain and aggravation over the span of my lifetime that it would be better to just disconnect? Was it a lost cause? Or am I supposed to learn something here? Is this challenge a divine part of my personal journey towards growth and healing?

I decided to just let the universe handle it, I surrendered it to the most high and in doing so all the answers began to flow to me in a natural and gentle stream of insight. Which for me proves that if you need clarity, give your problem to the most high and ask for guidance...whoever or whatever the divine means to you doesn't matter as long as you trust, believe and surrender and IT WILL CLEAR UP. I'm telling you, and I'm reminding myself in telling you cause doubt creeps in when fear and lower energies creep in and sometimes it's good to be reminded.

I asked for guidance on this and I now know that I need to forgive and relate to the pain and suffering of that person. It's not personal, it really isn't. I also need to forgive myself and nurture that little girl who still dwells within who just wants hugs and understanding. I am back to a clearer sense of understanding and I decide to align my energy with LOVE in all instances, good , bad and icky.

I just wanted to share that with you, as well as my blessings of LOVE & LIGHT

With God ALL things are possible.

Wake up and Live :)

It's so easy to get lost in the fog of every day life. Oh my, the TO DO list grows and grows, then quickly it turns into quick sand and we are overwhelmed. This happens to me on a regular basis because I devote a lot of my energy doing things that do not make my heart sing. I do it because it's the sensible thing to do, because I have got to save money and be a responsible adult...blah, blah, blah! Whatever!!!!! I am working on redefining what it means to be a responsible adult, cause it sure isn't being chained to an office job that you truly don't care about, but try to. I think that being a true responsible adult is about: being true and pursuing the goals in life that speak to your soul and make you truly happy. It's also about healing and learning to love yourself and life and to make the changes needed to be truly happy with your life.

I am working on it! I had been a bit too into getting things done at my office (major changes)...that I did not reserve much energy for the things that matter the most to me. This happens, right? It's okay, we're human. We get lazy at times, especially when it comes to doing for ourselves. We will run ourselves to to ground to help another but when it's time to help ourselves, we normally take a rain check. What's up with that?

Anyway, in terms of my job situation, I am over tired today and slightly irritated at myself and the lack of time and energy that I've put into my true goals in the last couple of weeks. It's not really about the job, it's about me. The truth is, it's a blessings that is enabling me to sort out my SOUL GOALS and also have a little cash flow to contribute to it....yeah I have my good days and resentful days but all in all I'm aware that I am getting what I need when I need it. So THANK YOU GOD!

Well, I'm back and ready to kick my own butt.

I'd like to share something that I keep in my wallet with you, just in case you also need a swift kick in your bum bum aka are lacking the energy to CHANGE aka have no time to live aka have no motivation to do the things that you really want to. I hear you, I am you. This little peice of paper is what prompted me to wake up about 30 minutes ago, coincidence...no, it's all divine.

CHECK IT OUT!

How to realize all of your dreams and goals in life no matter what: spiritual, relationship, career, education, healing etc…All is possible with trust, faith, intention and action. Bless everything with love, even the pain and struggle. Allow love to be the catalyst on every journey. Bless it all. Thank God for everything, see everything as divine. This is the challenge but I have experienced doors of opportunity fly open before me, when I have successfully stayed in this energy.

-1 DECIDE

-2 LINE UP YOUR VIBRATIONS, ACTIONS, WORDS, FEELING AND THOUGHTS WITH YOUR DECISION.

(THAT MEANS NO DOUBT, NO FEAR, NO SECOND GUESSING, NO SEEKING APPROVAL)

Be blessed

Sharing

Briefly, I'd like to say Thank You to those who have joined my blog and also to those who have viewed my blog but have not joined yet. Thanks so much! You are wonderful.

It may seem a bit crazy to express some of your inner most thoughts on the world wide web, trust me I know. I just found out what a blog was relatively recently... lol, this is a new experience for me. I felt a real need to write and share. Life can seem like a roller coaster sometimes on the inside and let's not even talk about the outside world. That is one of the reasons why I share.

Honestly, sharing makes me a bit nervous and I sometimes fear judgement, and that's also why I do it, to face my fears. What is fear anyway? It's a self created prision that keeps on whispering in our ears " you can't" or "you shouldn't". By doing what I fear it takes away it's power and liberates my soul.

Quick story, I have always feared heights and by pushing through it I am now able to stand at the edge of a high cathedral outdoor rooftop. The thought of this very rooftop would have caused my tummy to ache and legs to turn into jello pudding but now, I can go up there and just focus on the beauty.

My goal is to do one thing that is scary or makes me nervous daily. Sometimes, it is just as simple as telling the truth that we are not telling or saying I love you.

Please feel free to share.
Blessings